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if anyone still cares to read about my shit, please add me its going to be friends only but i promise this is the last time i'll switch journals
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[10 Jan 2008|03:03pm] |
i'm taking a break from this. or possibly even deleting it later on tonight
i'm sure anyone who knows me is going to end up hearing shit. and i don't blame anyone if they dont want anything to do with me afterwards
honestly, i'm probably the biggest piece of shit you'll ever meet. and i know i come across like a good person and i try and be as nice as possible to everyone, but i'm fucked up. and im sick of lying to everyone about it. honestly, i'm not even worth getting to know. and if i've fucked you over already, i'm seriously sorry from the bottom of my heart
i just need to take time to get my shit together. and maybe after all that is over with, i'll learn to think for myself and get some fucking morals.
so if after all of this you still want some sort of contact with me, my phone number is 997-6806. and my screen name is geekUSA92
i love all you guys. im sorry see you around
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[05 Jan 2008|02:25am] |
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my cell phone bill is $146.80 because i was like, 400 text messages over what i should've been hahaha. so i only get half of my check this week =[ but i was finally convinced to switch to unlimited texting
my hours got cut wayyyyy back. but its cool being back on mostly opening shifts. even if i have to wake up at 9
i like sitting with my window open at night. even if its freezing outside, it feels nice
i want a dibella's sub
and this shirt:
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[31 Dec 2007|03:35pm] |
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the holidays were alright this year. everything just felt kind of different, but im to the point where i dont really care anymore. and i mean that in a good way
this year wasnt exactly bad, i just made some really shitty decisions for a good period of time. and im honestly very lucky that people know me better and continued to be friends with me. but im gonna forget about all of it. cause i learned from it, and i'm tired of regretting it.
all i want is to be as happy as i was this time last year. and just because im not friends with the same people or doing the same shit doesnt mean i cant be. i just miss it
but im much more excited to see what will happen this year.
i'm just really fucking glad that 2007 is over.
if i dont talk to any of you tonight, have a reeeally amazing new year! i love all of you be careful
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[23 Dec 2007|02:26am] |
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im still not over brand new being a huge disappointment for me, but whatever. hopefully they come back to buffalo eventually and play a smaller show and older shit.
all my christmas shoppings done. im not all that happy with what i got everyone cause i feel like a lot more thought could've been put into it instead of just gift cards. i really think i should've done all my shopping at galleria too. because they definitely have more of a selection. but christmas shouldnt be about shit like that anyways, so fuck it.
i still have no car, but its not my fault. i dont want one until i have a steady 30/40 hours a week, and right now i have 8 after christmas. so im in no shape to pay $140 a month for car insurance yet
im sick of putting up with everyones shit. im definitely reconsidering my friendships with almost everyone i know. i think im definitely to the point where id rather sit home and do nothing and not here from anyone than continue to be walked all over repeatedly. im not just going to be someone you can talk to and hang out with when you have nothing or no one better.
i dont know im done. i have to go to work in 3 hours
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